The Midnight Sun

Drowning in thought
My words are consumed
I feel pain
Though there is no pain
I feel unworthiness
Though I am worthy
I feel like the world is against me
Though there are loved ones
Who cheer me on
I feel like my support is in danger
Though all are safe
Intrusive thoughts
Still consume me
Through all the distractions
And the coping
And the preventing
And the avoiding.
I am left with only...
Myself.